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(Intro)
I don't wanna be deep on this beat
But I can't fucking let go of whats around me
Capslock is still on, when I log off and sleep

(Verse 1)
It's late noon, and all I wanna do is make tunes,
Sometimes, all I wanna do is hate you,
But at the end of the day, I just hate my self,
Coz I know that it ain't you.
So it's fuck me, wishing it was fuck you,
Wish I didn't wanna know what ya up to,
Wish I never made memories of us two,
Wish I never knew what it meant to touch you.
So Bye Bye, I'm gone now,
Hard knowing I gave you the best love,
Wonder when I'm sitting on top,
Will you beg me back? Will I tell you to get fucked?
With Ease, make another "Bitch Please",
Now every other bitch Eve,
Gemini, so the Adam got split and you looking so Japanese,
Now I'm wasted like every weekend, an angel fucking these demons
These women loving my penis, there's no love left between us,
Angry and then I'm sad but I'm acting like I don't feel,
You turned my feeling to secrets, I hate that I gotta keep em
I'm torn..
So torn..
Picked you a rose and you gave me back all the thorns, I..
Gave her a rose and she gave me back all the thorns,
Should of left that rose where it was in the garden I stole it from so...

(Chorus)
I don't wanna be deep on this beat,
But, I can't fucking let go of whats around me,
Capslock is still on, when I log off and sleep
My baby
What's around me?
So what's around me?
What's around me?
So what's around me?

(Verse 2)

That's sharp love, I'm scarred up,
Don't you dare look down on me.
If pain is love and love is pain,
You really fucking want me.
Wish I could walk away,
Pretend that I never saw ya face,
I'm thinking ya everything I know ya ain't,
The idea of you I know is fake.
There's plenty more fish in the sea,
Said time heals I'm not quite there,
Can you stay outta my dreams?
I blame you for all of my nightmares,
Could of been, you and me for anything,
Middle fingers up now, no more dreams of wedding rings,
Listening to Lauryn sing, "everything is everything"
Falling trynna spread my wings,
Smell ya perfume on the wind,
Trynna fly like Peter did, Coz life was easy as a kid,
Then tried to be ya man and found how fucked up being grown up is.
So understand understand, ya Wendy and Im Peter Pan,
Or I'm Alex in wonderland, or I just miss holding ya hand.
Just a dance, just a dance, give my kingdom for a dance,
No I'm sticking to the plan, I swear I'll never love again.

(Chorus)
I don't wanna be deep on this beat,
But, I can't fucking let go of whats around me,
Capslock is still on, when I log off and sleep
My baby
What's around me?
So what's around me?
What's around me?
So what's around me?

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from The Wild Imagination EP (Alex Ford x Esta), released March 28, 2014

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